talkin and following

A reader hit me up yesterday and asked for some relationship advice. So I'm currently helping her with her problem. I wish her all the luck some one could wish some one... I hope she let's me use the emails back and forth for a post when all is said and done. [Names consealed of course]

I don't really have much to say today. My last 3 blogs where good ones... read them... of and if you read this blog please ign up for te followers thing on the right. Thanx to those who already did. I love to see who's reading.

But I'm tired... about to get the kid off to school! Went out last night and I ended up taking care of the boo-ski's drunk self. Everyone at flossalini's birthday was drunk... besides me lol but I still had fun!

xoxo
-tay

Letter to my son

I wrote this on 5/29/08, but i was going back threw my myspace blogs and thought id post this one on here! so i hope you enjoy! I just had to share my love for my son with ya'll
xoxo
-tay



Dear malachi,
i remember when i first found out that i was pregnant wit you... Even though you are a blessing to me i thought my life was over... I went into the doctors for a asthma attack and since i didn't have my period for four months the doctor took a test. When he told me i was pregnant i didn't beleive him and asked him to take it again. He came back and was like you are pregnant. That night i went home and got into a fight wit ez he is by best friend, your godfather, and the guy your named after... Within the next two days i told your nana i was pregnant by giving her my doctor papers she was very happy. Your papa was the most shocked...

On feb 13th 2004 my water broke... I was in the hospital for two weeks...I had you at 32 weeks.... Two months early... The doctors said you wouldn't breath on your own, that your heart would be bad, and that you would have brain damage. You came out perfect NOTHING wrong wit you. You would stop breathing because you ate to fast i'm actually suprised you don't now. Lol... I had to leave you in the hospital for five weeks. The first day i had to leave i cried so badly for you... But i was at the hospital everyday for two times a day to be with you...

Now you are 4 years old... Crazy just like your mommy and daddy... You talk to much and you talk back. Lol. Your my lil baby and i couldn't be happier that i have you in my life. Everything i do for you! Your are my motivation, my everything, my breath, my heart beat. You are my messenger... Malachi is biblical it means messenger... And thats exactly what you are. Because of you i got my life together and i make sure you have everything i didn't have.... Thats why you have all the spiderman stuff you could ever need lol... Thank you for being the angel that chose me to take care of you... I love you chunky tighs! Everyday is mothers day with you in my life...

hey girl you so fine

The pictures you just seen are sexy right? Make you wanna know a little more about the girl!
Who is she? Her ass is so big. Her tata's are huge. And her mouth looks like it can work wonders.

Well, don't get it twisted cuz the girl who's body parts you are looking at can really look like...





Hahaha don't worry the body part pix are of me. But damn! How many times you gotta catch the "you look better on myspace/twitter" syndrome? There's no vaccine for it! Lol I try to post me at my worse [ie my vlogs lmao] and me at my best. Only so if you catch me in traffic you won't be shocked!

Why do girls post such false pictures? Why do they use photoshop or any other editing program on their pix? Why do they feel the need to alter what they look so people will except them easier?
I say its self esteem and society. They see all these pretty girls with the designer clothes, the rich boyfriend, their hair done, the stick thin models... in the magazines and on TV these girls look so happy and in charge of their lives and have the best bodies! But in reality the average woman is a size 13! Most of those women starve themselvs or get plastic surgery to look that well. And everything in those magazines are photoshopped! We want all these girls to stop getting pregnant so young but we teach them if they look a certain way they will get the love they want from a man, the respect and be the HBIC. When in reality they are giving themselves away to false securities. The ugliest, biggest girl can be the most successful girl in the world. She can have everything and be so happy. All by loving herself. We just need to worry about ourselves because that's all we have in the end.
We just need to be themselves and love each other for who we are! Everyone of my friends I LOVE because of who they are and their induvidualities. People need to be more excepting and less judgemental.