Saturday, January 30, 2010

theres a song...

I know I said I would do more video posts for some reason they aren't going as planned. Well I know the reasons. For one I suck at em. My video editor doesn't ready my phone video formats so I can't edit them and make em coo. And then a lot of you just don't watch em. So I guess its back to writing.

Its sucks trying to find your way in this blogging world!
Its a cold world. Lol

But yeah just wanted to chop it up.
Leave some comments y'all. I wanna hear your thoughts its been a min. Lol

xoxo
-tay

Thursday, January 21, 2010

jibber jabber, tila tequilla, cow007

Hahaha so I hella don't know what happened with this post:




Sunday, January 17, 2010

im back like ma$e

Starting the blog up again. But they are gonna be videos. Ima try to do a "Vlog" every day or everyother day.
I am taking topics and suggestions on what you would like to see watch whatever.

Just send a email to:
Certifiably.defined@gmail.com
All inquires will be credited by person askin question unless asked differently.

I already got some videos made.
So they will be posted Tuesday.


I'm back bishes

xoxo
Tay

Saturday, January 9, 2010

the last 18 hours

The last 18 hours has been HELL!
Why do the people you care for the most always seem to let you down and hurt you the worst?
Maybe its because the people we care for the most are always our closest confadonts [sp], lovers, friends, spouses, family etc. And maybe we get out hopes up so high for the possibility that since they care for us also they won't hurt us or do us wrong?
The only people that have never done me dirty is my mom and my son. Also a very select few friends. But I wouldn't put anything past anyone right now.
I've been let down and hurt by one person that has been the closest to me the past 9 months. I don't think I could every trust or confide or love or care or anything for someone again. The people that are in my life now I love and would do anything for BUT I am even at the point to where I don't even know if I wanna put any effort into anyone besides me son of course.
I always say "do you" I need to take my own advice because it doesn't seem like anything else is working for me relationship wise.
18 hours ago, I was happy, in love, enjoying life. Now I'm trying to get back to that state of mind while moving past the last 18 hours

Friday, January 8, 2010

i suck

Welp I am starting to on this blog posting ish....
Blah... do ppl still even read my shit?
Prolly not

Friday, January 1, 2010

happy NYE

Omg, I hella slacked and stop writing on this blog.
I've been. Threw so much since I stopped writing.
But ima write everyday from now on... PROMISE
Wheater its a couple sentences or bullshit I'm writing

Anyways
HAPPY NEW YEAR!