she's just not that into you

"HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU"
This book made headlines! Shoot they even made a movie about it... but dang what about us? There's signs that show we aren't that into men!
Now ladies! I ain't finna give away toooo many details... we gotta keep our secrets... but men... we are as slick... if not SLICKER when it comes to the "not that into you" thing.

she gives you her number:
But NEVER seems to pick up when you call. If you had to ask more than once to get her number... she didn't want to give it to you. Why did she giver you her real number? Cuz y'all crazy now and days, "ima call you right now to make sure you gave me your real number" nigga! Come on... that ain't cute... its psychotic! RED FLAG!

she came in her friends car:
But you see her get in the driver seat, and drive away. And you didn't see anyone in her squad drink. Lol

she's over there dancing her ass off:
Then when you come over she starts dancing off beat, smirks and giggles while leaning her head to the side... she can dance... just not with you.

when she says she will call:
But just texts or twitters you

There's soooo many other things we do to show that we are not into you. But not letting the whole cat out the bag. We women are "unstable creatures" lmao very hard to figure out. So men... good luck ;)

xoxo
-tay

computer love

Everyday on myspace I probably get 20+ emails saying "what's up sexy, you got a man?"
I DONT do internet dating. Don't get me wrong sometimes I flirt... but I wouldn't intentionaly be online trying to find love.
I know people do it. And I've heard of people falling in love. Maybe its easier because online you can make yourself somebody you want to be but aren't.
Remeber when the party lines were the ish? I was to young to be on them but me and my friends used to be on their and play and talk ish. I never met anyone off of a party line but I have friends who did and still do!
There are dangers of meeting someone online. I mean there are dangers of meeting someone in the club or at the grocery store, but don't you think the dangers would be worse?

Anyways... I don't know why I brought this topic up. Its not appealing to me.

Eff eff eff eff!
This might be a double post day ;)
Lol

xoxo
-tay

talkin and following

A reader hit me up yesterday and asked for some relationship advice. So I'm currently helping her with her problem. I wish her all the luck some one could wish some one... I hope she let's me use the emails back and forth for a post when all is said and done. [Names consealed of course]

I don't really have much to say today. My last 3 blogs where good ones... read them... of and if you read this blog please ign up for te followers thing on the right. Thanx to those who already did. I love to see who's reading.

But I'm tired... about to get the kid off to school! Went out last night and I ended up taking care of the boo-ski's drunk self. Everyone at flossalini's birthday was drunk... besides me lol but I still had fun!

xoxo
-tay

Let's Talk About Sex Baybe ;)

Sex! Omgosh! I love it... I can live without it but ill be grumpy.

If you are under 18 please leave now *I have to say that*

haahaha okay SEX! S-E-X!
Definition: : sexually motivated phenomena or behavior
-www.mariam-webster.com

Whatever the effn defintion is... it causes pleasure and reporduces life we all know that for sure lol Hmmm where do I begin? Do I start with positions? Sex & relationships? Kinds of sex? The consequences of sex? I mean there is soooo much I can do with this subject... its a fun subject for me, I've taken classe and I have learned a lot about sex. Now, just because I know alittle more than your average 25 year old might... don't judge lol I am very very very SAFE and did not learn most of what I know by experience... [pick up a book] lol <--- for real... read... lol okay... so with that said ima start with damn I hella don't know where to start!

Types of sex and sexualities! This is where ima start. People always say "omg their freaks!" When really they aren't freaks they just enjoy sex differently then you might... okay... first please you must be very open minded about sex... I'm going to label the paragraphs with titles if you see a title and are uncomfortable move on to the next... don't leave hateful comments calling people names either. You are more than welcome to voice your opinion but don't be hateful! Okay... let's begin lol

LGBT: Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual & Transgender
These are people who are attracted to the same sex. We all know who/what an lesbian, gay, bisexual are. But a lot of people confuse a tansgender with a crossdresser or a drag queen... a transgender person is some one who is in transition of changing their sex but is still of the gay or lesbian community.

Swingers
Swingers maybe a couple or a married couple who has sexual intercourse with another couple.

Polygamy
This is someone is in a multi person concenting relationship. Like 3 people live and love together as one couple. This is widely recognized in the morman community. Not to be confused with Bigamy in which someone marries more than one person.

S&M: sadomasochism
This is when couple participate in roleplay and cause pain on their spouse such as spanking, tickling, lite biting. The severity of the pain is up to the people participating. These are consentual activities. The word sadmasochism comes fro the words "Sadism" and "masochism" which describes some forms of mental disabilies and such. But the people who participate in the S&M practices are far from that.

Vanilla sex
This is normal regular sex. No kinkyness, just regular good ol missionary sex...

Okay I think I've covered some of the basics in sexualites and such. This was FUN! So I think ima write once a week about a new sex subject? What do you think?
*shut up hater* lol

But yeah! I think ima do a sex educational every week... note! I am not certified... I didn't go to school for this ish. I read, listen to podcasts and stuff like that. These are from my learnings and experiences. So "do not try this at home" lol "leave it up to the professionals" and things like that!

xoxo
-tay

when is the right time?

Hey Tay, please consider this: IS THERE A TIME LIMIT ON A REALTIONSHIP? AT SOME POINT IS IT JUST...OVER? DO PEOPLE GROW APART? SMGDMFH

I had received this is a DM for my blog. Now I'm no relationship expert... sometimes I need help with mine. Sometimes we really already know the answers to our questions... right? Like when you ask a friend for advice they are telling you what you already kno?

I have dated men, played them, loved them, hated them, cried over them everything someone with feelings has done. but the relationships that I did have were mostly long term my first boyfriend from when I was 13-18, my baby daddy 17-19, my husband 19-24... I have a problem holding on to relationships when there are over!

For instence I started talking to this guy 3 years ago. Seriously for the past 6 months. Yes we were talking while I was with my ex husband but I never cheated on my husband with this person. Anyways when I left my ex husband [marcus] we decided to start a relationship. Everything was perfect untill he went back to his girlfriend and I found out... now me and him fight almost every week, we aren't seeing each other anymore... but somehow I feel I am sticking around hoping he breaks it off with his girl. He doesn't want to be with her... everyone knows it and sees it... but he is stuck... everyone gets attatched to someone... they get comfortable... they start to loose sight of who they are because of a certain person... I've done it for 5 years and I feel my self doing it with this person [*bob] he is a great person but I'm starting to get comfortable thinking one day he'll really leave his girl... which I'm realizing he's not and I'm movng forward. This relationship between me and him is over! I know it is and now I have to do me and move on...

I think a relationship is over when you feel its over, when you've exaugsted every thing in your power to make it work and it simply just will not work! Also if you feel like its over.... and you don't want to be with that person anymore I think you should tell them, if they still care for you and want to be with you... and you ain't there anymore... leave em... it sounds harsh but honestly why lead that person on? Why tell them things and have them believe you want to be with them when you don't? So they can hate you later? Regret you? Dispise you? Feelings are meant to be hurt... and then there are feelings that never get broke like... healing... they will heal from it and once they realize that you broke up with them not to make it worse and that you did it because you care? that's the bet feeling ever...

its 2009/2010... its not the 50's anymore... people rarely find their "true loves" anymore... people think more with their no-no spots then with their hearts... with that said... nothing lasts forever. It seems like it in this day and age... at any point a relaionship could be over... hopefully in this crazy world you did find someone that is your soulmate and you can work it out... but after one big fight don't just say its over... fight! fight for the person you love, not fight them I think that's what a lot of us do... I know I'm guilty... I've fought the person argued, nagged, complained, bitched whatever... but not fought for him... there have been times where I've done nothing but fight for him and ended up feeling defeated emotionaly even though I got him back. We need to do everything we can and fight for our love.... but there's only so many beat downs someone can take... after a while if your the only one fighting... you won! You may not have one the person your fighting for but you've won yourself... move on and love yourself.

Yeah sooo not the 50's... I always say "I wish we loved like we did in the 50's and fought like we did in the 80's [dance battles]" lol its hard to find that person... we always look for "mr.right" but find "mr.rightnow" people grow apart all the time... sometimes we just grow up!

This is a long blog... ill prolly read it over and over and add stuff... but this is all honest and my feelings... I hope my advice and experience helps you in your time of heartache. Sometimes we don't have anyone to listen to us... but if you send me a question even if you wanna do it discreetly [like above] I won't say names and I prolly will post it the same day...
If you have comments or advice yourself leave it in the comments please... I'm growing with y'all and love to hear/read your advice and comments too

xoxo
-tay

*name has been change to protect...the...innocent.... lmao you know what I mean

ewwww you got cooties!

When I have "girl talk" with my friends we sit an talk about the most sexual, sweaty, awesome sex! And we talk about the guys with the bigg penis', who can "go down" well... and we even wonder how do we know if he's the one... what's sexy to men? And some wonder why they are considered "freaks" and can't keep a man... I have so many opinons like:

-Size matters cuz I can make my own motion

-I look for swag in a man, presence, how he carrys himself and if he's able to take care of himself!

-I think guys ask girls nif they are freaks because girls put themselves out to be treated like she's a freak and ready to hump

They are many opinions... so I decided to ask some of y'all [twitter] so I can get different opinions! And here's what I got :)



Size or motion in the ocean?
@TMD462:
Thats a hard one but i would say if he he aint well endowed but has al the right motion and know how to use his tounge then i cant complain for long. However i would prefer at least 7inches, at least! But seein as aint had none in 3months and countin i think right now i will be happy wit anything, LoL!! But mos def size do matter!!


What is "sexy" to you?
@megaxave:
whats sexy to me is all together is a personal and physical thing physically it would be what any other guy thinks is sexy on a girl. from her hair, eyes, teeth, face, breasts, stomach, waist, butt, legs, and feet and then its the way a female will will ROCK IT or have the swagger to dress and be sexy with that all together.
Personally like as far as personality goes is her holding her own as a woman and being herself and confident that she is sexy and doesnt let anyone else make her feel otherwise. but then again doesnt toot her own horn about how fly she is and other females hatin on her and other garbage like that. basically a female that is secure in who she is and isnt afraid of what everyone is gonna think on the days she looks a hot mess.
i also think its sexy when a woman is smart, because she'll make smart decisions and have the wisdom not to take that route, what ever it may be. with that all  together basically makes what i think is sexy.
- xavier @megaxave / twitter.com


When a male says to a female "ohhh your a freak huh?" What does he mean?
@biggcain24:
Well when I say that, its becuz its kinda like throwin it out there 2 see what she will say next kinda like see how much more info she willing to give up about herself, its used to trigger a response atleast that's how I use it
--biggcain24

what do you look for in a guy?
@xokishaxo:
What do I look for in a guy:
Someone that is passionate and dedicated as I am about what they want or do in life. Most importantly to care for my kids as if they were their own. My kids and I are a packaged deal. You could never have me and not my kids. Someone that is rough on the outside but sweet, gentle, and affectionate on the inside, and can make me laugh. Someone that will have my back as I would theirs. Trust and honesty..


How did you know he was the one?
@imaqueen:
Well...my Husby & I didn't get married until we were in a relationship for 14 years. Now 9 years later, we are still at it. I KNEW for a fact he was the one for me because even with alllllllllllllllllll his flaws...I still loved this man with every single fiber of my being. Its never been easy or perfect, but its mines. We have vested interests, such as kids(5), businesses(4), and oneanother. Also the dick was and IS supa dupa. And for me, that's a must. I'm hoping this answers your questin, Tay, but if not I would LOVE to elaborate! ;)


What's the biggest thing a woman does wrong for her not to be able to keep a man?
@dj_twomp_mp3ent:
Trust.. This only applys to ladies that have a good man.. Not all men are out there tryin to hit everything movin. If you got a good dude and you continue to not trust him eventually he'd feel like it's pointless in tryin to make you see he's trust worthy.



what makes your/a relationship successful?
@prettiesexi
Before I get started on this topic I have to say that I am not a relationship expert, this is just basically what works for Jaytee && I. Also, how I believe a relationship should work in order to survive. These are my own persona opinions, which I have developed over my past failed relationships. That and the many, many bad relationships friends and friends of friends have been in ol. With that said…
[TRUST] I feel that no matter what you’ve been through in past relationships should NEVER carry over to a new one. No matter what give that ‘next’ person a clean slate. Everyone deserves the benefit of the doubt, so unless they give you reason to be crazy-insecure girlfriend, DON’T. Be trusting. (i.e., I know people that hide their access codes from their gf/bf. I feel that the only reason people do shit like that is when they got shit to hide).
[RESPECT] This is MAJOR. You can’t truly be happy with someone who doesn’t respect you. And not just you, people in your life that mean anything to you. I was always taught to treat others the way that you want to be treated. Talking shit, being condescending, yelling @ each other… etc… nobody wants to be with someone like that. [Communication] This is VITAL. I’ve learned so much from JayTee [my boyfriend], he’s the most kind & caring person I know. He taught me how to be humble and talk everything out. I was never the one to talk out a situation be humble and talk everything out. I was never the one to talk out a situation I was the one to be like, “Fuck you, I’m out.” It was easier to run away from a situation, be pissed, && go out with my girls. The typical ‘fuck him/her’ weekend, we’ve all done that. But it doesn’t solve anything, if anything it weekend, we’ve all done that. But it doesn’t solve anything, if anything it makes situations worse. I’m glad that now if there’s a problem or petty fight I can put my pride aside and try to work things out in an adult-respectful way. makes situations worse. I’m glad that now if there’s a problem or petty fight I makes situations worse. I’m glad that now if there’s a problem or petty fight I can put my pride aside and try to work things out in an adult-respectful way.
No mind games! No bring up OLD shit in a NEW argument; if you talked it out n the past DON’T bring it up in the present. Don’t let other people tell you how YOU should handle your gf/bf, (especially those ones who can’t keep their how YOU should handle your gf/bf, (especially those ones who can’t keep their OWN relationships in check!!) Know that relationships take a lot of work. No relationship is perfect, nope, not one That’s pretty much it. I mean there is a shit load more to it then that. But these are key factors and they’re major in mine && JayTee’s relationship. We know what DIDN’T work in our past relationships, so we don’t do those particular things. Simple, right? We think so. ;-)
- MeiShi <33

Michele & JayTee

Picture provided by Michele

Okay so I would have to say this was the best and funn-est [not a word] blog I've done! Thanx to all who participated... like michele said she is not a relationship expert. None of us our. We are speaking from our experiances... experiances do not make us experts just wiser in our choices and life! These questions may have been simple questions that everyone feels they have the answer to but everyone has a different opinion. My opinions I could go on and on! Lol and ON! But I hope these opinons and experiences help you and you learn something new. And I had fun doing this blog. Once again... thanx for those who participated.

*sorry about spelling its 1 am and I'm tired n hungry*
-also sorry about the adds not being up! I haven't made it to a PC yet... don't hate me :)


xoxo
-tay

single thoughts

Being single is fun but not easy. I love it! I love being able to date different men but I do hate when they expect to have sex GTFOH! Just because we are talkin doesn't mean I have to have sex with you.

Sorry just a thought that popped into my head.

puppy & oroville

Yaaaay my new doggie! Iono what ima name him. Prolly gonna have y'all make some suggestions?! Hmmmm lol cuz my son wud name him something like "spiderman" or "batman" some ish lmao

But yeah on my way home from oroville. It was coo had fun. Had a great time... Black Friday and Da Problem killed it! Whoot....
Couldn't sleep tho, I'm terrified of the dark and mirrors when in the dark. So I was flippin out. I tried covering it and that did not work at all! Lmao.

Oh yeah! And no jinxx and tay show! Wtf... the signal sucked so bad that my phone had 2 work extra hard to do ish so my phone died quick! Smh maybe next time! :)

Okay! Holla y'all
xoxo
-tay

jibber jabber

There's a delay! Sorry about that but yup! Lol
Here you go....

lost one

Okay as I said in the video below I was gonna blog about a situation. I was gonna do the blog for tomorrow but I decided to do it today.

Friends:
Definition of friend: a : one attached to another by affection or esteem
-websters dictionary

I had to cut of a friend of ten years today :( [awwwww] blah! Okay so what happened is threw out this friendship I feel like i have put far more into it than she ever did! Granted she did help me a couple times... all of which I could count on my hand... she has been in this terrible relationship for the past 2 years. In feburary me, my ex, and her mom helped her to get out of it. But she kept going back. Over and over I would say "if she goes back, I'm done" it was beginning to have to much stress on me.
Well for a while she left her ex alone and we both agreed we would start looking for new jobs and getting our lives back on track. Well I started to while she went back to her ex. Her ex brings her down in so many terrible ways. So I finally called it quits. I had enough.
I told her I was done and a big arguement broke out her calling me names and calling me a "fat depressed bitch" lol this is funny to me because I may be "fat" but far from depressed.
I don't want to get into to much details on what happened but. I feel as friends we would grow together... especially if we both going threw simular situations.

I don't think I am in the wrong for cutting it off. I'm trying to grow as a person. Why would I want to be around someone who I feel keeps falling back into old ways? Moving forward does not involve going back...

So with that said.... ima move forward and continue to focus on me and my child. And be there for my friends who want to do something with their lives.

Have y'all ever had a friend you needed to cut off? Or just get away from? How did you deal with it?

Enjoy these friend quotes:
"A friend in need is a friend to be avoided."
- Lord Samuel
"Whoever says Friendship is easy has obviously never had a true friend!"
- Bronwyn Polson

"Sometimes your closest friend is your greatest enemy."
- Jason Fong



So yeah wtf ever! I was gonna post a nail design tutorial below but I accidently recorded my boobs for 2 mins. Lame. So next video blog will be dopeness. Promise

xoxo
Tay

80 for your 20

The 80/20 percent rule... if y'all don't know what it is.
Its:
When a man leaves his woman who does everything for him but is lacking that 20% [ie her weight, looks etc] for the 20% he's longing for. Like the sideline hoochie that has the banging body and is beautiful but doesn't have anything going on for herself.

Okay so what if a guy is with a 20 and his sideline chick is a 80? Should he leave his 20 for his 80?

Riddle that?

blog block

OMG!
I am having writers block about everything lately! Iono wats goin on. I have tons of opinions and what not but I never seem to have a huntch on what to write about. Lame right? Booo me I know. But whatever! It'll come to me soon lol maybe if I look at some news sites ill get an idea and rant about it? Iono
But once again I wanna thank my followers and readers.even tho my blogs sometimes ain't the most fun and readable y'all still read em...
Thanks.
But yeah I may post again later....

xoxo
-tay

you got questions? i got answers

Thanx to all who asked questions! Your the effn best! I asked people to submit questions on twitter so here are the questions and I will put their screen name so please follow them if you are on twitter... I thought it wud be better for me to answer these in a video blog, easier but I had 2 record this thing like 2 times. I kept getting texts so my message tone kept going off hahaha... Blech anyways hope you guys enjoy



LMAO LATE QUESTION ASKED BY STINE [@MS_STINE]:




SPECIAL THANX TO:
CAIN
KRISTINA [FAIRFIELD]
MICHELLE ESPO
CHRISTINA [OAKLAND]
JEWLZ BAILEY
STINE

eff facebook!

Man I gave in and got a facebook [only for friends and family no business plz] and I don't understand this ish!
How do I add people? Wtf?!
I can't change my profile pic? Wtf
*note I'm doing this from my G1*
Hate hate hate that I feel for this ish
Anyways can someone give me a crash course or better suggest a app on my phone for this?

Thanks

Sad/annoyed
xoxo
Tay

dancin, dancin, dancin! hes a dancin machine

RETRO BATTLIN AT THE EMBACADERO

Yaaay on my way back from this battle. It was in frisco at the embarcadero [sp] I loved it. As some of y'all may now ima ex-dancer, trained dancer that is. I still dance but that's at the club n with my friends, might jerk a little bit or pop my ass like them beezys in the videos lol
but yeah turf dancin I love. I love all kinds but yeah iono what I'm saying lol we slapping this The Main Attraction album on the way home and I'm spacin out. I love it! :) [shamless plug] lol
But yeah check out some video from the battle!

This white boy killed it! *claapps*




I love when the asians dance! They effn go!!

Letter to my son

I wrote this on 5/29/08, but i was going back threw my myspace blogs and thought id post this one on here! so i hope you enjoy! I just had to share my love for my son with ya'll
xoxo
-tay



Dear malachi,
i remember when i first found out that i was pregnant wit you... Even though you are a blessing to me i thought my life was over... I went into the doctors for a asthma attack and since i didn't have my period for four months the doctor took a test. When he told me i was pregnant i didn't beleive him and asked him to take it again. He came back and was like you are pregnant. That night i went home and got into a fight wit ez he is by best friend, your godfather, and the guy your named after... Within the next two days i told your nana i was pregnant by giving her my doctor papers she was very happy. Your papa was the most shocked...

On feb 13th 2004 my water broke... I was in the hospital for two weeks...I had you at 32 weeks.... Two months early... The doctors said you wouldn't breath on your own, that your heart would be bad, and that you would have brain damage. You came out perfect NOTHING wrong wit you. You would stop breathing because you ate to fast i'm actually suprised you don't now. Lol... I had to leave you in the hospital for five weeks. The first day i had to leave i cried so badly for you... But i was at the hospital everyday for two times a day to be with you...

Now you are 4 years old... Crazy just like your mommy and daddy... You talk to much and you talk back. Lol. Your my lil baby and i couldn't be happier that i have you in my life. Everything i do for you! Your are my motivation, my everything, my breath, my heart beat. You are my messenger... Malachi is biblical it means messenger... And thats exactly what you are. Because of you i got my life together and i make sure you have everything i didn't have.... Thats why you have all the spiderman stuff you could ever need lol... Thank you for being the angel that chose me to take care of you... I love you chunky tighs! Everyday is mothers day with you in my life...

sex offfender

While at the buss stop this morning all us moms where standing around gossipin and one says "did you know he was a sex offender?" My first reaction was shock, then I wanted to flash on dude.
He seems hella coo and brings his nephew to the buss stop every morning you wouldn't think he was a sx offender. He's the sweetest guy, but they say don't put anything past anyone.
They found out he was a sex offender by doing their weekly megans law check up. He's a sex offender in Hawaii and they aare saying we cannot do anything about him bing around our children. I don't believe that!
So I'm pissed!
Mommies please make look at megans law and see if there are any sex offenders in your area. Keep your children and maybe even you safe.
I am going to post the site below. It sux tho ONLY because its for california only. Hopefully there are site for other states but I'm not sure.

Megan's law website:
www.meganslaw.ca.gov/

xoxo
-tay

scattered brained

Yup that's me!
Trying to collect my thoughts but my brain is running 1234536278190236562781107652112545678 mph! So yeah I need o shop... not now but NOW lol

xoxo
-tay

haha im stupid!

Yeah yeah I know

just a quick hello

I have nothing to write about. Haven't been inspired by anything within the last 24 hours. I mean I have... I do have something that I might wanna but out there. But iono if I want to put it out there like that right now. I'm still trying to find my way in the situation.
So yeah this is just a quick hello....
I promised I wud blog everyday. Sorry if they aren't full blogs and just lil things lil this... lol
But hey...
Alrighty ladies and gents...
I'm out. Hopefully someone inspires me today and then I can write a full blog on my opinon about it :)

xoxo
Tay

groupies

A groupie is a person who seeks sexual and/or emotional intimacy with a celebrity or other authority figure. -Wikipedia

Groupies! I don't even know where to start! As some of you know I am a promoter and have worked with some of the best west coast artists and even some national acts. I have seen my share of groupies and even have been called a groupie.

So what is a groupie?
Well above [wikipedia] explains a groupie as one who seeks intamacy from a celebrity or authority figure. From what I've seen a groupie is basically any fan who obsessivly goes to a rappers show, or does anything they can to get that artists attention. Even sleeping with his entorage to get to him. I've heard of females poking holes in condoms and even "turkey basting" themselves to get pregnant by a artists.

Groupies in promotion:
like I said I've been called a groupie. My whole squad has. But I think people call us groupies [which seldomly happens] because they see us as a threat to their business, or iono life? Lol. We are respected and strive on keeping our business relationships just that... business. On the otherhand.. I've seen video, pictures, and have been told by the reciever that there are promoters that exchange sexual favors to advance in the business or get a certain artist to do something for them for free. Those promoters are not being taken seriously and behind closed doors are laughed at. Some promoters use the title "promoter" to cover their groupie tendencies, which sucks for the promoters who are out there grinding and networking their asses off to advance in this business.

Male groupies:
Yes! I do not care what you say there are male groupies! They also will do whatever they can to get in good. But with male groupies the "double standard" comes in and its different, they aren't considered groupies. Which is unfair... I've experience a couple male groupies... hmmm okay MALE GROUPIE #1: you know how like in ever 10 mile radius there is that one guy "Mr.Network" who "networks" with every one but when he introduces him self he has to be like "yeah what's up? Member me? I'm ray rays cousin... yeah u know? Ray ray who's sister has a baby with young capone, you just did a track with him like 3 months ago!" He's not exchanging sexual favors to get something in return... but he is trying to get in good with the artist so he can get something in return. MALE GROUPIE #2: this is the male groupie who trys to hump every close female around a certain rapper thinking he can game up or pipe down at least ONE of the rappers close female friends or even sister so he can get that verse or even hang out with that artist at the club... smh! Told you they exsist... feeling guilty? Its you! Lol

Groupies... but no sexual activity: is this possible? Or are they considered fans? I would say they are fans, but some people might disagree... lately it seems that everyone is a rapper, dj, promoter, producer etc... there's so many of us its hard to point out or recognize a fan when you see one. I know whenever I get around Balance I freeze up... I'm not a groupie, never have got at him in a groupie way. But I am a fan! I respect his music and hardwork... but to a closed minded person, someone who doesn't know who I am would see me as a groupie, but i am a FAN.

Groupies VS Wifes/Girlfriends:
Ughhh omg! I feel for the wifes or girlfriends of these artists soooo much! I ain't gonna lie... some of my girls have had FULL RELATIONSHIPS with artists. My BD is a rapper but I'm one of the females that was with him before that's what he wanted to fully presue. No one wants someone coming and recking a home. I'm not going to say a happy relationship because something maybe wrong for him to cheat... but its unfair for the wife/girlsfriend who has stuck by her mans side. Threw thick and thin... to hell and back and then have to deal with groupies? Most of these wifes/girlfriends where there before these men became "famous". And then it could be all ruined over. Groupie? That's not fair to the wives or the families that they have made with/for these men.

Artist & Groupies: I know some artists who don't even look twice when a groupie is in their face. there should be some kinda effn award for that lol. and to those that don't, the "I get loney" excuse? eff that.... there is masturbation, phone sex, shit if you get money like that fly your wife or girl out. Can't do that? Have willpower and love for yourself or her not to fall into the "spell" of the groupie hoe. Lol... Or how about don't even be in a relationship and them "f*ck every girl in the 'groupie' world"! You won't be just saving any relationship you might be in, but you could be saving someones life.


"Ima F*ck your whole group, baby ima groupie" -Lil Wayne

Groupies outside of Music:
we see this everyday so it is possible... I even have a friend who has been the groupie of a couple group of males. She's not proud of herself now... but she will admit it. [So I'm not talkin ish closed minded haters] but we ALL know that certain female who has slept with EVERY guy in your crew... EVERYONE of them... you don't? Its you then lol

Why do Groupies do this? Self esteem? They want to be loved? We can say it stems from that. I mean self esteem is mainly the root of all evil... when women do not have esteem for themselves they do drastic thing to feel better about themselfs. The male groupies its the same thing, self esteem. They want to be the cool guy hanging out with the cooler guy. They want to be excepted and well liked... we can't say its for the money because that would be a goldigger and that's a whole different blog. Lol

My definition of a groupie from what I have expirenced is:
a homewreacking suckubuss scallywhoop, who will go to any extreme for a sexual encounter with a celebrity or authority figure"

But for some people:
"Groupies make the world go 'round"
SMH!

Well I hope I covered all GROUPIE bases in this blog... I think I have... lol

Note to groupies:
just because he says he's a artists doesn't really mean he is... its 2009... everyone raps... shit I've even ghostwritten... you wanna hump me now?? Lol I'm good!

Thanx to Michelle Espo for this topic suggestion. I've seen on her twitter lately ranting about Groupie Hoes... they are really annoying aand stressfull but keep doing you girl and eff them hoes... follow her on twitter @prettiesexi Mahal Kita Meshi!

Whooo long ass blog! Tell all ur friends about my blog. As you can tell I do shoutouts and give credit where its due... so thanx again to my readers... I WUBE y'all!

xoxo
-tay

keepin up with the jones'

" I don't keep up with the jones', I AM THE JONES'" -NeNe Leakes

I love that quote. Nene [RHOA] is the ish!
But I don't have much to say. Today is a Sunday... the day of rest.. so that's wat ima do...
But I found this poem... chec-chec-check it out

When she touches my lips all I can do is inhale
When her touch is gone I breathe a sigh of relief
She's thick
Brown skin
was made with so much love and preciness
u wud think she was made just for me
When she touches my lips all I can do is inhale
When her touch is gone I breathe a sigh of relief
her taste is that of a perfectly ripend fruit
A fruit of uphoira picked from a forbiden vine
She allows me to kiss her
Front or back, she's open
her scent is over powering
Sensual, relaxing
When she touches my lips all I can do is inhale
When her touch is gone I breathe a sigh of relief
My love affair is something that some can't handle
To others, its a beautiful thing
two brown skinned women touch
She gives me pleasure
When she touches my lips all I can do is inhale
When her touch is gone I exhale.... Mary Jane

I likey....

K bye

xoxo
-tay

double standard

Listening to "What these bitches want" by DMX and Sisqo. I love this song. DMX used to dominate the game... for hella long too! I hope it he gets better and makes a dope come back....

But what I've always wonder why is it okay for men to glorify what they do to women and how many females they penitrate, but why isn't it okay for us?

We should be able to date more than one man and not be called a hoe, slut, skank or what ever you call it. I know a lot of women who talk to more than one person and don't sleep with anyone of em. Maybe one but not all, but in 92% of the same situation [when a man is dating multiple women] he is sleeping with most if not all the women. And yet he's a pimp or the "man"!

Eff that double standard.
Someone please explain why this is still a issue?!

smiles

Today has been a painful day for me. I am not feeling to well but as time passes I will be better.
N-E-WHO
I just wanna say thanx my blog is getting more readers... I guess u can subscribe?
Deetra has... so if u can subscribe please do.
How can I get more readers? Hmmmm... I think ima give out a prize?!

How about... hmmm okay ima have a contest...
I will post details by the end of the week...

Keep readin n keep on truckin!

xoxo
-tay

hey girl you so fine

The pictures you just seen are sexy right? Make you wanna know a little more about the girl!
Who is she? Her ass is so big. Her tata's are huge. And her mouth looks like it can work wonders.

Well, don't get it twisted cuz the girl who's body parts you are looking at can really look like...





Hahaha don't worry the body part pix are of me. But damn! How many times you gotta catch the "you look better on myspace/twitter" syndrome? There's no vaccine for it! Lol I try to post me at my worse [ie my vlogs lmao] and me at my best. Only so if you catch me in traffic you won't be shocked!

Why do girls post such false pictures? Why do they use photoshop or any other editing program on their pix? Why do they feel the need to alter what they look so people will except them easier?
I say its self esteem and society. They see all these pretty girls with the designer clothes, the rich boyfriend, their hair done, the stick thin models... in the magazines and on TV these girls look so happy and in charge of their lives and have the best bodies! But in reality the average woman is a size 13! Most of those women starve themselvs or get plastic surgery to look that well. And everything in those magazines are photoshopped! We want all these girls to stop getting pregnant so young but we teach them if they look a certain way they will get the love they want from a man, the respect and be the HBIC. When in reality they are giving themselves away to false securities. The ugliest, biggest girl can be the most successful girl in the world. She can have everything and be so happy. All by loving herself. We just need to worry about ourselves because that's all we have in the end.
We just need to be themselves and love each other for who we are! Everyone of my friends I LOVE because of who they are and their induvidualities. People need to be more excepting and less judgemental.

Pu**y & Power

I have to disagree to a certain extent about the POWER OF PUSSY. We have all the power. We are the REIGNING QUEENS OF THIS EARTH, and from our pussy we birth our KINGS AND QUEENS. It all starts from US. I see you say your of a biracial decent and I mean no disrespect, but history does not lie" -Deetra

On my blog "Ladies, Ladies, Ladies" [posted: 9/30/09] I posted "Pussy is not the most powerful thing, the way we love is the most powerful thing" [which by the way I got from Mark Curry's Book I just worded it differently] and the quote above is a comment Deetra left. I love her for it because she makes a great point.

We as women do give birth to men and women so in that sense pussy is powerful... but to me its still not the most powerful thing. I'm trying to arriange my thoughts and words correctly so I don't sound contradicting lol. Okay...

We with our "yoni" [that's wat I call "pussies"] give life. That's powerful yes, but men do play apart in helping us give life. Without their sperm we would not be able to produce the lives we produce. Our yonis are able to go to expand and retract to give a human being life. Our yonis go threw penitration just to give pleasure to the woman they are attatched to. Our yonis are a beautiful thing! [Not visually but you know what I mean] lol I'm not trying to take away the power that they do posses.

What I like about the quote/comment I posted is... love is what makes the world go round. They way we love money, life, each other etc. Without the love of sex, life, or material things. Girls would not go around slanging their yonis to get what they want. Without the love of sex or one another, men would not be baring their seed in us for us to be able to give life. God gave us these sex organs and desires to reproduce and show love to each other. Love is the most powerful thing because without the love of... whatever it is that you love, we would not strive for that sense of uphoria/happiness that we strive for.

MmmmKay
But yeah
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till tomorrow y'all ;)

xoxo,
-tay

OMG, LOL, :)

Like my title? I do... reminds me of that laaaammmeee song.
N-E-who
I'm still slackin on writing everyday. I am so scattered brained with trying to find a new job, getting this set up for supa savy for the end of the year. Really looking for a job is takin all my time!
Its okay tho... ill get one and be okay. I am fine now but little extra money always helps :)

I also need topics to write about. People like my opinon of things but can never really get ideaas. Sooo if u have ideas hit me up! Not so much ideas but things you would like to read me address hahaha

Okay I'm done! Peace bz's!

Xoxo
Tay

"trouble"

I'm watchin Genuwine's "Trouble" and Cocktail from for the love of ray h is in this video.
A lot of people been talkin about how she came up, especially here in Sac (she from here). I just think its funny.
Iono if I should go in on why... but its funny...

starting to slack?

I didn't blog at all yesterday!
Wtf and I'm trying to keep it together with these blogs. I have so much to say but then I don't blog like I'm supposed too hahaha
Lame... tomorrow's a new day. Hope I can find a topic :)

Yeah!!

Xoxo
-tay

hair tips

I'm bi-racial [black and phillipino] and people tell me I have pretty hair all the time. I have it up in a messy bun most of the time. My hair is really curly but in the front I have the african american texture of hair. Not so course tho. My hair is really soft, it tangles easy, drys out easiy, I dye it alot and can get dead ends quickly. I have product suggestions and tips for us girls with mixed hair, now they might not all work for you.

Everyones hair is different. So if you see anything you like use it but note I am not a proffesional hair care specialist. These are things I do and products I use for my hair.

TIPS:
Try to buy hydrating and curly hydrating shampoo and conditioner with low sodium content. Because we have curly hair our hair drys out quick.

Use a wide tooth comb or pick to comb out your hair. Comb from the bottom up, then when hair is combed out comb from top down.

When wearing your hair curly use moose and gel. Moose will give it volume and keep it airy, gell will keep your hair n place. Use a defuser to dry curls. Or a blow dryer on the coolest heat you have.

Straighten hair only once or twice a month. Don't wash out for 3-4 days. It sounds gross but the oil our hair folicles secreate is much needed.

when you straighten hair, use a heater blocker. Use a light amount of hair oil [african pride].

Cut your hair every 6-8 weeks. Cut atleast 1 inch, your hair will grow faster.

HOMEMADE DEEP CONDITIONER:

1 egg yoke
1 tablespoon baby oil
2 tablespoon water

Beat the egg yoke untill its frothy, then add water and baby oil and beat till well mixed. Rub in hair let sit for 5 mins and wash out.

PRODUCTS:
Dr. Mircles deep tingling conditioner
Infusium 23 leave in conditioner
African Pride hair oil
Sunsilk frizz control shampoo and conditioner
Pantine Pro-V hydrating curls shampoo and conditioner


Like I said some of these tings may not work for you... but hey u can try. Your hair won't fall out lol

just a quick hello :)

Just a quick hello! Didn't have a topic to blog about...
If I think of one later I will post :)